Saturday, April 30, 2022: Julia R. Lecrivain's poem "Where I'm From"

I am from the loss of words.

From the work hard and think harder

I am from the paper shredder

I am from the rose bushes

the perfectly pressed pavement

the one that sat for three days

I am from the chlorine and sweat

From sunup to sunset

I am from the strong

And the weak

From hop up! To dive in!

I am from those who aren’t always around

But still care more than anything

I am from the smell of wood work on the weekends

The taste of spicy food and sweet sugar

From the strings of my guitar

The ground under my wheels, the sun setting off to the west

Locked away in a room

hanging plants

the sound of music

The lights fading through the window

I am from these moments,

And the past ones as well

I am from a family that is unforgettable

© 2022 Julia R. Lecrivain

(previously published in Mosaic, Issue 1, 2022)

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Bio: Julia R. Lecrivain is a high school student, competitive swimmer, and emerging poet. She lives with her family in Santa Clarita, CA.

Friday, April 29, 2022: Gabriella Garafalo's poem "Untitled"

Out of a pesky arthrosis time is forced

To stand still, he is bedridden so can’t dash

To centuries and millennia, to wolf them down-

The soul is gently soothing him, with those platitudes

Eerily akin to a generous dollop of salt on infected wounds-

Soul, don’t waste your time with him, better for you

To look for a light blue sky, where light stands as a survivor

Along with lighter colors, maybe blue, maybe desire-

And she suddenly raids him, touches his lips, a biting cold

Breaths life to your winter, but, oh, those hands, them

And primary colours, such a bore-

Never complain, never explain, just remove them quickly,

No good for you to end up like her

For a cheap sunset, too much sorrow, and hot tears,

What’s the bloody point?

Listen, be wise, grab a reliable night, a pocket gift,

Don't you know the roots of your being are born blue-

Wasted, unstoppable, they show

The weird rhythm  of your days to a lover who always

Dodges a bit cagey-

However, that’s very much for him

To get in touch and say ‘hello’, he usually dodges

Dirty jobs, if the soul stares in awe at briars,

The sunset hides to ravage them-

Long story short, you too hide in the blue

The soul desires-all right, all right, no choice for you

If your places don’t live in you so they reject

A rendezvous with you-

Well, Father, to be honest even the moon rejects

To quench her thirst, maybe it’s the right time for sounds

To fade away, not that you like them, as the days from the mothers rape

Your winter, same here, same here.

The point is, one fine day the roots of your being

Would like to wither away leaving no trace-

Great, but your body your limbs are set on

Making it hard for them-

They might just love life, or they can’t wait to ground

Father who threw them at you in bulk.

Hers was the sort of kindness born out of fear,

The soul was a scared lady:

Particularly when in the morning the grudge of the light

Was quite a piece of work:

No depths of an abyss for shaken souls,

They might get excited, and anyway

The swamps weren’t that dangerous-

Those problems apart, her days made the clouds blue-dust,

And did justice to the blazing beings-

Maybe God in spite of everything? -

But blue was the dawn of words, when she was listening

To her myths, where even the waves are wild,

Stronger than the shocked rhythms

In a tangle of matching reds-

Meantime, for his part, the angel of secrecy,

So very sick and tired of his aging Eden,

Breaks in your house and shuts

All the blue hours in your days.

Awful, isn't it, mainly because you have

No moors at hand, no wild grass, no stray leaves-

Just make do with your wistful stones,

A betrayed green if the water stays still-

What a foolish makeshift, what a waste of limbs,

And you’d love to swap them

With meadows, rapids, streams-

Oh, don’t I know, you look for green

As the father of every tale, but your search is tangled up,

Even words meddle in and cut up, my soul, your grip.

© 2022 Gabriella Garafalo

Born in Italy some decades ago, Gabriella Garofalo fell in love with the English language at six, started writing poems (in Italian) at six and is the author of Lo sguardo di Orfeo; L’inverno di vetro; Di altre stelle polari; Blue Branches, and  A Blue Soul.

Wednesday, April 27 2022: Jeanne Marie Spicuzza's poem "The Mirror"

 The Mirror

The mirror

polishes itself

against itself

and discovers itself.

The mirror

polishes itself

against another

and learns desire.

The mirror

polishes another

and finds love.

But only the mirror

who forgets itself

and reflects

another

reaches union.

© 2022 by Jeanne Marie Spicuzza

Jeanne Marie Spicuzza is an award-winning actress, writer, director, producer, and performance artist. She is also a visual artist, composer, and master herbalist. She has received awards, placings, and nominations with The Pushcart Prize, Shepherd Express, Fade-In Magazine, the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences, the Vatican Division of Arts and Culture, and others. She is published in Shepherd Express, Blue Fifth Review, A Gathering of Tribes, and more. 

Tuesday, April 26, 2022: Anne Huang's poem "Sometimes Earlier"

Sometimes Earlier

Whales and birds for love and a human race. Human race and a preposition. They sometimes take in good deeds. She gave them up and she did not know then. Human race and she was still young. Human race and she was still in love with life. Human race somewhat sold. The cause was that the other race took them and she already knew it. 

© 2022 Ann Huang

Ann Huang is from mainland China. She has immersed herself in high school theater classes in Mexico and enjoyed reading feminist writers during her college years in the US. After receiving her MFA degree in poetry from VCFA, Ann undertook her exploration on the interpretation of distinctive facets of femininity. Ann adapted her award-winning poetry collections into cinema, with notable accolades in the film festival circuits as well as museum showcases.

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Saturday, April 23. 2022: Ann Tweedy's poem "Sometimes"

 Sometimes 

Her ex-husband’s family put the dog down 

after she lost him in the divorce. 

I see him now guarding the youngest child, a toddler-- 

my uncle–after he fell into a ditch 

at the construction site across the street. 

The public housing they moved to wouldn’t 

take him. 

* 

My grandfather tarnished her reputation

in revenge for leaving him or to get off 

cheap in alimony and child support. 

His stories of seeing her out on dates, 

legs pressed against car windows, 

are hard to fathom now. What if everyone 

considered that each little meanness 

might be puzzled over sixty years down the line 

by his children’s children? 

* 

But she wasn’t always downtrodden-- 

resplendent in glass stones 

or enameled metal 

her soft voice almost cooed. 

Sometimes she was a politician, gushing-- 

how pretty someone looked, 

how beautiful the choir sounded-- 

getting everyone to like her.

© 2022 Ann Tweedy

Ann Tweedy's first full-length book, The Body's Alphabet, was published by Headmistress Press in 2016. It earned a Bisexual Book Award in Poetry and was a finalist for a Lambda Literary Award. Ann also has published three chapbooks, Beleaguered Oases, White Out, and A Registry of Survival. Read more at www.anntweedy.com.

Tuesday, April 19, 2022: Patricia Carragon's poem "Solitude"

Eugene Robert Richee/Deutsche Kinemathek - Marlene Dietrich Collection Berlin / Courtesy of the National Portrait Gallery

Solitude

Solitude plays film noir—

her haute couture wears despair

like satin pumps.

She is Marlene Dietrich—

elegant black feathers

cast a veil across her face.

She walks beside me—

extends in sunlight,

moves inward at night.

She is like me,

can survive

without your support.

She sits beside me,

explains that not all firestorms

are alike,

that dark rainbows

come in various shades

of lies and abuse.

Billie Holiday

sings a silent prayer

for you to return.

The room’s stillness

collides with the one within—

a storm brews between the past and present.

Solitude argues with night,

and the gap between logic and absurdity

makes this room smaller than it is.

© 2022 Patricia Carragon

Bio: Patricia Carragon latest books from Poets Wear Prada are Meowku and The Cupcake Chronicles, and Innocence from Finishing Line Press. Ms. Carragon hosts Brownstone Poets and is the editor-in-chief of its annual anthology and is an executive editor for Home Planet News Online. She lives in Brooklyn, New York.

Friday: April 15, 2022: Giorgia Pavlidou's poem "disfigured dreaming"

disfigured dreaming

though i was walking as fast as i could, the hospital hallway seemed endless. my best friend had just become a father. while running, i sensed i was dreaming and i knew i’d see my oldest friend for the first time. i also understood once i’d wake up, i’d never see him again: this friend did not exist in physical reality. when i had finally reached him, his face looked joyous and proud, holding his newborn baby up in the air. when he passed the infant to me, it gradually became clear that its head and face were horrifically deformed. observing its massively disfigured face and skull, i expected to wake up. to my shock, the baby gently snuggled against my chest. with a never felt before sense of exhilaration, warmth and love, i looked my oldest friend in the eyes and said, this baby is absolutely gorgeous. i could feel it in my bones that i truly meant it. perhaps that’s why for the days afterwards, i was haunted by the thought that it should have been him to dream this dream and not me.

© 2022 Giorgia Pavlidou

Bio: Originally trained in clinical psychotherapy and psychoanalysis, Giorgia Pavlidou is a Greek-born American writer and painter intermittently living in Greece and the US. She received her MA in Urdu literature from Lucknow University, India and her MFA in Fiction from MMU Manchester, UK, (though her meetings with visionary LA poet-philosopher Will Alexander have been and still are exceedingly more impactful). Her work has recently appeared in such places as Caesura, Lotus-Eater, Zoetic Press, Maintenant Journal of Dada Writing and Art, Puerto del Sol and Entropy. Trainwreck Press (trainwreckpress.com) launched her chapbook inside the black hornet’s mind-tunnel in 2021. Ireland-based Strukturriss Magazine selected her as the featured visual artist of their January 2022 issue 3.1. She’s an editor of SULΦUR online literary magazine. Additionally, her book of poems and paintings, “Haunted by the Living – Fed by the Dead,” is forthcoming with Anvil Tongue Books, and she'll be "featured femme artist and poet" of Clockwise Cat Magazine's 2022 spring edition. Before devoting herself full-time to painting and writing, she worked as a clinical psychotherapist for about ten years. 

Saturday, 04/09/22: Kayla Marie Williams' poem "Inflation"

My mother once carried

a stack of credit cards bound together by hair ties,

storming her way into stores,

pretending we weren't poor.

I’ve never been good at pretending,

though at times I have used language

like a hacked keycard at a fancy hotel,

to briefly access places I couldn’t afford.

I never wanted to be anybody else,

I just wanted entry without shame,

the past is a payment with constant notifications,

the future a rising cost

with less around to weather it.

My mother’s roof is worn down from too many storms.

The place I rent has old vents,

in some rooms we close them down

to keep the heat cost down.

It always feels like the bar is unfairly moving,

the credit score, the number on the scale,

like the world is a fancy hotel that wants you to feel

like you don’t deserve to touch the towels.

I’m tired of the rise and fall.

What I want now is more surefooted,

outmaneuvering the market,

keeping me solid,

costing me nothing,

gathering interest.

© 2022 Kayla Marie Williams

Bio: Kayla Marie Williams has a BA from Oberlin College and an MFA in Creative Writing from Antioch University Los Angeles. She hosts a freeform music show on Mixcloud called Radio Alchemy that received an Accelerator Grant from The Arts Commission of Greater Toledo in 2021. By day she works as a copywriter, by night she writes poems and fiction.