Women's History Month: Monday, March 22, 2021: Fay Loomis' poem "I Will Go Politely"

I Will Go Politely

I have clung to the earth’s surface for 80 odd years.

Congratulations, you are blessed, how lucky to be alive.

Meaningless number, vacuous words

run fluid through my brain.

To augured aches and pains

I sent no invitation.

With stealth

they crashed the party.

 

Lest I stiffen like old leather

I practice yoga;

walk a half mile to my mailbox;

ride my bike, even after toppling to the pavement.

 

Sleep, once blessed, is punctuated

by bathroom bladder patrols.

I no longer lie in the arms of Morpheus;

he has found another lover.

 

Pills and doctors’ visits irritate my life

like sand on a beach blanket.

Mental power outages surge

through thoughts, memories.

 

Nature is my plastic surgeon:

pendulous breasts, cellulite dimpled thighs.

Tattoos insult my resculptured body:

wrinkles, brown spots, varicose veins.

 

The artifice of heart stents, implants,

forestall entropy, a shrouded word for death.

Grumblings enumerated, I am packing my suitcase with gratitude.

Alone, not lonely, I will go politely.

 

© 2021 Fay Loomis

Fay L. Loomis was a nemophilist (haunter of the woods) until her hikes in upstate New York were abruptly ended by a stroke three years ago. With an additional nudge from the pandemic, she now lives a particularly quiet life. A member of the Stone Ridge Library Writers, her poems and prose recently appeared or are forthcoming in The Closed Eye Open, Love Me, Love My Belly, Rat’s Ass Review, Ruminate Magazine, HerStry, and Sanctuary Magazine.
 

Women's History Month: Sunday, March 14, 2021: Viola Weinberg's Two Poems "I Have Fallen" and "Don't Drink the Water"

I Have Fallen

Not for the first or last time

not gracefully for a person

of my size, age or hair color

not predictably, yet not surprisingly

 

But deep and hard, as if

the painted concrete floor

was love itself, as if I were young

and rubbery, tough as a buttress

 

Those who jump to my aid,

the three men who lift me, seem

unaware of what good men they are

rescue dogs, they grin like Labradors

 

Unfortunately, I have fallen and

My face is scarlet red and my friends

worry, and my sense of dignity

is blue as the goose egg on my skull

 

Sore as Lucrecia held by the nape

Angry as Conchita and her rolling red cape

beaten but not defeated, an elderly Joan of Arc

with so many deeds incomplete and unspoken

 

Lifted by three strong men, I grumble like

a bag of crackers as it meets the rolling pin

Entirely mortified as I come up, sudden as a helix

one man says, more than once, “Do you stand?”

 

Yes, but where I stand, I do not know

 

©2020 Viola Weinberg

 

Don’t Drink the Water

 

Deity, legend, mother tree or wayward cloud

Don’t take her now, not Auntie who concocted cakes

that made men cry by poking holes in the top

and drizzling chocolate syrup, waving it like

the flag of a fertile woman against the unknown

 

She who got me in the habit of

convertible rides in the heat of night

Wonderful auntie who took me merrily

to the little graveyard where she laughed

about the unthinkable day she would rest

there, “Bring a picnic! Bring a lawn chair!

 

Come for a visit, but don’t stay long!”

Then, as we walked among the graves

of her forebears, gritty pioneer women

to a one, some who died in fires—

some who died behind a groaning plow—

women who fell in brutal childbearing

 

Some who fought death, one burned as a witch

 

I wore a huge black hat when her turn came,

An old man sat casually on the family stone and fell

As if a well of bones closed around him and everything

locked around her: our bones, the good times gone

the charms on her gorgeous wrists tinkling, her good looks

sad and beautiful, as if the melting snow

 

© 2021 Viola Weinberg

Viola Weinberg was the first Poet Laureate of Sacramento, CA, serving as a literary ambassador to sprawling Sacramento’s schools, libraries, parks, museums, government lunch hours and nightclubs. With ten books written, Weinberg also founded The Tough Old Broads, a group of four women with 200 years of writing between them. Together, they wrote Tough Enough, available on Cold River Press.
In her working life, she worked in radio and TV news, before joining a think tank and conducting private foundation grantmaking. She retired to rural Sonoma County where she writes in a yurt. She is a Glenna Luschei Fellow.